18.05.2022 by JD1995
As I was about to start I read the top of the Web page and it says emotionalblindess and that's nailed it for me. Numb, blind, to just about everything in life. I either feel nothing, or anger, there is no in-between. After about a year of being so confused about what's going on inside my brain, I think alexithymia finally makes me understand a bit more. But how do I fix it? The Internet just goes on about get help and talk to people. I csnt talk to people in person because I just get a mental block of what I really want to say. It won't be til the conversation is gone and I start overthinking that I actually think of what I should have said. I csnt afford therapy, I can't talk to my Mrs, nd I guess that's why I'm here. Hopefully to talk to people in similar situations and how they've coped with this. I'm nearly at my wits end with feeling like this and just don't know where to turn.
Anybody reading this and relating, please comment, id love to have a conversation with someone who isn't going to turn it onto them all the time (my mates)